I CONVINCED MY MOM...I'M SEEING NINE INCH NAILS!!!! I AM THE HAPPIEST EVER

tomorrow is and all that could have been/still's anniversary, i'm going to try to draw alice. should be posted tomorrow if all goes well

i want to draw but somehow everything is pitted against me ever drawing. it kind of sucks but i don't know what to do and complaining about it isn't gonna make my will to draw come back..i hope everyone is okay with the fact i can only doodle at the moment.

two can play that game, bitch!

title is self explanatory...i'm doing art arts again!!!!!!!!!

trying to figure out reference sheets. this might possiblt mean i can draw again but i'm also not sure don't count on it Uhh

you should go lsiten to agonyost. everyone go listen to agonyost Right now. except for that one guy if he's still stalking me idk you know who you are

FUCK MAKING ART

what the fuck is any of it good for if i didn;t mean shit in the first place

i don;t exist. i have to stop pretending i exist. i willnot find peace until the final remains ofthis failure are erased

n?thing remains, ?nly a shell ?f a failure !a w?rthless cunt

the end of c. j. sawyer, prayersfor the pigs, everything else i;ve ever intended to create everything Eradicated. twenty twenty four

my d?wnward spiral ?f self destructi?n is dedicated t? my very best friend s%%%%% g%%%%%%

this ends n?w

FUCKIJNG FPRGETIT FUCK THIS FUCK EVERYTHIJNG