00:00
00:00
sawyercide
nothing, forever.

[ c. j. sawyer ] @sawyercide

the abyss of my mind

Joined on 4/17/21

Level:
9
Exp Points:
878 / 900
Exp Rank:
78,487
Vote Power:
5.16 votes
Art Scouts
2
Rank:
Civilian
Global Rank:
> 100,000
Blams:
0
Saves:
17
B/P Bonus:
0%
Whistle:
Normal
Medals:
48
Supporter:
28d

sawyercide's News

Posted by sawyercide - 2 days ago


tomorrow is and all that could have been/still's anniversary, i'm going to try to draw alice. should be posted tomorrow if all goes well


1

Posted by sawyercide - 3 days ago


i want to draw but somehow everything is pitted against me ever drawing. it kind of sucks but i don't know what to do and complaining about it isn't gonna make my will to draw come back..i hope everyone is okay with the fact i can only doodle at the moment.


2

Posted by sawyercide - 1 month ago


two can play that game, bitch!


3

Posted by sawyercide - July 20th, 2024


title is self explanatory...i'm doing art arts again!!!!!!!!!


2

Posted by sawyercide - July 12th, 2024


trying to figure out reference sheets. this might possiblt mean i can draw again but i'm also not sure don't count on it Uhh


Posted by sawyercide - June 2nd, 2024


you should go lsiten to agonyost. everyone go listen to agonyost Right now. except for that one guy if he's still stalking me idk you know who you are


Posted by sawyercide - May 26th, 2024


FUCK MAKING ART

what the fuck is any of it good for if i didn;t mean shit in the first place

i don;t exist. i have to stop pretending i exist. i willnot find peace until the final remains ofthis failure are erased


n?thing remains, ?nly a shell ?f a failure !a w?rthless cunt

the end of c. j. sawyer, prayersfor the pigs, everything else i;ve ever intended to create everything Eradicated. twenty twenty four

my d?wnward spiral ?f self destructi?n is dedicated t? my very best friend s%%%%% g%%%%%%

this ends n?w


Posted by sawyercide - May 10th, 2024


FUCKIJNG FPRGETIT FUCK THIS FUCK EVERYTHIJNG


2

Posted by sawyercide - May 1st, 2024


iu_1197374_8968740.gif


Posted by sawyercide - February 29th, 2024


2024 is gonna be more work than I thought...


Spirit Phone was only the beginning, and so many more big anniversaries are coming up...

Up next is:

  • Nine Inch Nails' The Downward Spiral [30th on March 08th]
  • Soundgarden's Superunknown [30th on March 08th]
  • Neil Cicierega's Mouth Sounds [10th on April 27th]
  • Neil Cicierega's Mouth Silence [10th on July 19th]
  • Nine Inch Nails' The Fragile [25th on September 30th]
  • and of course, Nine Inch Nails' Pretty Hate Machine, of fucking course! [35th on October 20th]

That's a lotta commemorative oc drawings I gotta crank out this year! I recently missed Nine Inch Nails' single March of the Pigs a couple days back [my bad] so I'm gonna have to make up for that sometime soon. Let's hope I can push through and make it this year, I owe these guys a lot >:-)